Face Your Demons

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Facing my demons, I didn't really think I had them until I realized I hadn't been myself in a long time. It started with my first major break up last year, I was struggling with loss of love, self confidence, and doubt. I felt like if it didn't work with the guy I thought I was going to marry than how could it work with someone down the road. I was broken and I didn't want to face the fact that this man was the cause of all my pain. I had to confront him to move on and flourish into the woman I wanted to become. I talked to him over text because he is childish and honestly it sealed the deal for me right at that moment. After I talked to my ex, I contacted two other people that I felt I needed to close doors with to open new ones. I felt free. This really opened my heart up and I cried because I felt so dang good! I felt like I could move on in peace and write off that chapter in my life. I am glad that time in my life happened because I wouldn't have had to face those people and express how I was feeling as well as, stand up for myself. I felt amazing and it honestly changed my outlook on a lot of other aspects of my life. I am more outspoken then I have ever been in my life, I am a better friend, listener and counselor because I have been through some tough stuff in my life. I want my friends to feel the freedom that I have experienced by facing my own demons in my life. I think that if people faced their problems head on and realized it is going to be okay they will live happier lives altogether.

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